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WE ARE THE BIPOLAR

I read this earlier today. An small insight into the world of a kindred spirit… I hope she will not mind.


When Bipolar Strikes Your Insides Like Lightning

It is crippling to the soul. It envelops you like a disease. Is it just depression? What happens when you can’t get up. When it consumes your whole mood and it reaches down into your underbelly and it takes you in with it. That’s what happened to me. This bipolar. What are you? Is it just winter?

Some people say its the winter blues and it is just January that is doing this. But 2013 in general has been so hard for me. It is a struggle to get out of bed. I lied to my boss this morning. He may fire me. I may lose my job. And you know what, I don’t even care. I don’t want to try. Oh bipolar, you are a demon. This imbalance is stifling.

Do you ever feel like you don’t even want to try? This sea of emotion. Like a rollercoaster. I can’t even get my bearings till like 1pm. It really takes almost 5 hours to wake up properly? This is not normal. It’s just plain fucked up.

We are the Forsaken.

We are the Bipolar…….

Musings of a Bipolar Unchained Soul

2 Comments

  1. This winter has been a BITCH!!

  2. Jimmy, just a thought. Have you ever googled the ortho-molecular approach to depression; it’s basically mega dosing on vitamins. It had a huge effect on Bill Wilson who founded AA. It’s a school of thought that some depressives, alcoholics, drug abusers, melancholia sufferers, schizophrenics, chemically imbalanced,. are lacking minerals and vitamins that we need to stimulate the neuro transmitters that alcohol, stimulants, drugs etc soothes.

    Here’s one link: DOCTOR YOURSELF

    or google….Dr Abram Hoffer. Basically it addresses brain chemistry from a physiological level without the need for pharmaceuticals.

    I haven’t read all of your blog so you may be aware of it aready….if so, apologies.

    Nonetheless, it’s definitely an interesting approach.